So it's finally summer and I have a lot of plans(mostly including SAT work and such) but who cares? Free~ No mandatory work or pressure or any of that crap. I've been sleeping at 12 and waking up at 10, it's amazing.

Anyway, main point of this entry.

TRANSFORMERS 2 (minor spoiler warning!!!)


I went to see it last night with , , another friend of ours, my parents and brother/brother's friend (because they count as one person.)
The four of us managed to fit onto three seats which was fun but a little uncomfortable, but the movie's epic-ness > comfort.

The best part was definitely the graphics. There's so much detail in just one robot, so much! +_+ After that was the music. Steve Jablonsky is absolutely AMAZING. The music is so much better than Pirates.

The end of the movie was rather disappointing. There was so much drawn out suspense and action with Sam trying to get the pixie dust to revive Optimus and once that happens, the movie ends fifteen minutes later. What happens to Megatron? To the Decepticons? The ending is too abrupt! Nothing is explained! @.@

Ah well. There's my rant-thing-whatever.
We saw the 8:15 showing and after dropping everyone off at home, got back at... say... 12:30? And after all that epic-ness, I couldn't sleep so... heh. Not very coherent thinking today. @.@

I got my report card back today, although it's not quite a card and more like half a piece of paper. A really flimsy half a piece of paper.
But I didn't do nearly as badly as I thought. The entire third marking period I felt like crap and didn't understand half the stuff that was going on, but I managed to get straight A's. 8D
But I don't want 4th marking period ending up like 3rd. No more break downs or random mood swings or blowing up at people.
And the people who I did blow up at, I'm sorry.

This marking period I'm actually going to do my chemistry homework and understand what's going on. I'm going to try to help people instead of scurrying away.
I hope.
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Anyway, I FINALLY GOT MY BRACES OFF! I've had them since October 4th, 7th grade. Yes, I still remember the day. Now, I have an icky plastic retainer that makes me want to gag. But I don't care. No more piece of metal cemented to my teeth! -dances-

So secretly, I want to be amazing and have everyone love me. So when I told someone, they said maybe they do love me. But I’m not amazing.
So there’s got to be something wrong with that.
Or them.
Or maybe they’re just seeing the wrong thing. And I’m misguiding them.
So who am I?
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So I’m trying this new writing format/style thing and maybe I won’t feel like I need to make excuses for all my flaws and failures.
I don’t know why I feel this way (but it makes me feel better.)
And if anyone cares, I broke down for the third time this month and I don't know why.

So midterms are finally over (kinda. I still have a make up to do tomorrow, but who cares?) But whatever.
I can finally get sleep? I hope. :\

Anyway. I'm extremely annoyed right now. Maybe it's from the lack of sleep (which I can't deal with. At all.) But it's mostly because of my tablet. I can't tell if it's because of the tablet itself or the software. But it keeps freezing up and making random lines and whatever.

I'm also faced with a giant art block, and I hate it so much.

But yeah. I'm done. Sorry about the journal entry, I just needed to get this out somewhere.

As soon as I finish watching Skip Beat, I'll take a nap.

~'Vina

Another update? Why yes.
Why? Because I feel the need to mini-rant.

I just hate these kinds of days where the weather is just... blah. It's depressing and makes me want to hit someone over the head with my history text book. Speaking of violent actions, I've been having really nasty mood swings lately. It kinda sucks. I blew up at some people in my computer science class twice in one period and I've reduced myself to cursing people off. ):
At least no one thinks I'm the little innocent girl in the corner anymore (some people also saw some of my shounen-ai drawings, which might have something to do with it. )

There's also been a lot of drama going on, and I really don't like it. At all. Bleh. I just wish things would go back to normal. Like... first week of CTY type normal. ):

On the bright side, my school won the state championships on Saturday. During the fourth quarter it started to snow which made it even better. Afterwords we went to Applebees for an afterparty which was really fun.
The winter concert was pretty good too. I actually managed to play a few notes on the sax.

Anyway, I'll stop melting your brains now. If you read the whole thing, thanks for reading. ^^